introvert

oh hai Assalamualaikum! lama tak update blog rindu sobs ~ well harini nak cerita bout introvert ? have u ever heard bout this term ? ya ya im one of this kind. introvert? herm dk actually how to start but nvm ill try my best to explain. back then, i always upset to myself,why can't i be loud ? why cant i be talkative ? why cant i responded well ? i always tried my best to fit with other people, and to socialize well, make jokes..even its lame, laughed at people's stories... even if its not funny...at all.. respond to people...even its kinda awkward..ykow, im struggling, i wondered why i became like this. sometimes i looked at my close people, wah~its so admirable how can they borak2 gelak2 even baru jumpa T.T, and me here, feels..so..awkward, ok move on, well actually i just found bout introvert this year, luckily okay, cuz i already feel something wrong w me before smpai nak g jmpa dr lah apa lah haha k stop. em im so thankful cuz yeah im not alone to feel this way! since then, i looked up for introvert in utube, googled it, so gigih kan. and how should i say this, i now know myself well, not to well lah tapi better thn before. and i feel confident again! bagus kan (terperasan). taknak cakap lebih2 pasal ni but one thing for sure yg ai nak uols taw is, pleaselah please accept us (introvert) as how we are, dont try to change us, dont try to isolated us ceh isolated sngat, accept us, it may take some times for us to open up to others, but if u can be patient w us, then ull be one of our trust man eheh. k thts all bye~ see u next year (sorry blog i got final exam soon)